so excited

so, i got tickets for fleetwood mac... going to the concert in may! hahahahahahaa i am so pumped! there are so may random opportunities in california. auditions for PARIS HILTON'S NEW BFF were last week. we were gonna go, but we ended up not going. i could care less about being paris hilton's best friend, lol. she is retarded. also, the new season of REAL WORLD is going to be in berkeley, ca. berkeley is only 15 minutes away from san francisco and the auditions are on tuesday, but i am working so i can't go. probably better that i didn't ausitoon because i would probably get on the show and they would make me out to be somehting that i'm not. that show makes people look like what they are not. there's always the bitch, the womanizer, the whore, the etherial/earthy girl, the hippie, the fag, and the retard. i would be the retard for sure. lol i would be the funny one who does things on a whim - makeing eggs and bacon at 2am, watching movie marathons, making fun of people on the street, and playing practical jokes on everyone else in the house. haha i mean, i do all that stuff anyway, so i guess i am kinda "the retard" :)

anyway fleetwood mac is going to be amazing! i cannot wait! everything is going pretty well out here. my job is annoying most of the time, but it's fun and i get a sense of worth out of it. i meet a lot of neat people through my job. some of the neatest people i've ever met. my boss is considerate and tries to accommodate to our personal life schedules. although, that happens few and far between for me. i dunno, it's nuts i guess. i'm not at a point where i want to quit or anything. i do want something more though. i'm seriously considering moving to LA this summer. mark and sarah and i are pretty much OVER the bay area. it's too expensive and you can't get what you want out here. the opportunity to be in great plays, open an art gallery, etc... aren't here in the city. LA is more wide-spread and seems to offer more of an artistic flair. it has everything. another reason i'm OVER the bay area is because i don't care about city life. i don't go out to the bars ever. i don't get dressed up and go for a night on the town. this city is only 7 square miles, and if you've seen it once, you've seen it all. the city has become somewhat stale to me. i would rather live somewhere else where people are not all about work and all about getting drunk at the clubs. i want friends who are weird and funny and talk about more than their jobs and who they hooked up with. san francisco is pretty wrapped up in all that, and i've never been about that. so i think LA will be better for me. and above all else, it's too expensive to live here. the cost of living is insaaaaane! anyway, i'm keeping my head up and my eyes open and positively moving forward! can't wait for new things!